its like a vicious circle really....wen your young and old....you make friends with somebodi then you get close to them then it gose away cuz you fight and get sick of eachother.....then it starts all over again......a visious circle......sometimes you meet tat friend that you will always be mates with but its the ppl that come and go that hurt you the most........its kinda like relationships as in girlfriend, boyfriend kinda thing......you fight so much with the person you love the most that y you seem to push the person away even tho all you wanna do is b with them.......sometimes you jst cant help the way u are you no...and sometimes you try so hard to change your personality to be able to b with someone that it gets so outta hand and you lose in the end!!!! ...... do you belive in carma??? i dont no if i do like but it seems wen i didn even no wat it was everything was gud and it never seemed to be there but now that i do no wat it is it seems to be everywhere...i feel like i even forget to ring somebody and carma is gonna bite me......its kinda sad..so is it real...or is it all in our heads!!!!! can anyone answer that???.............its a vicious circle and its called life!!!! :!::??: